James Baptism this Friday

Today got ixus 65 camera from cindy for Loke.. look really nice tis camera.. very tempted to get one for myself, upgrade my old camera ixus 430 :P but now financially not doing so well.. dun hav extra, have to start saving for special con.. got reminded bout it while doin bible study with James.. and plus now hav to start looking for new job since the company hav some lawsuit going on and the service being suspended by the authority.. not sure till when the company can survive till but better be prepared for the worst.. its also about time I updated my job resume..
thankfully tis time got quite lots stuff can update since I manage to learn quite lots of things, knowledge bout the mobile industry and also programming skills.. finally got to dabble with mobile gateway and learn vb.Net this few month.. would love to touch on ASP.Net too, but I guess I got to do that on my own looking at the current situation of the company.. maybe can try get some freelance at the momment at this time.. thiking should I do somethin that would be my interest.. my dream is to one day juz able to draw and maybe teach others.. its my interest but never came true coz hav to work to survive.. work to make money to survive but am glad my life is not just about work but also involve God and ppl in my life..

This week I felt just to be very blessed by God coz even tho got bad news and many time I think bad things might happen, when I pray to God.. he juz gave me the peace and strength to carry on, to do the right thing especially being tempted by many things in life.. I'm really looking foward for James baptism tommorrow.. I believe its God miracle and it's also His plan that James got to hear the word and I am there to be part of his life, to bring him to God's kingdom..everythin is juz plan so well and James had made the right decision to find out the truth and eventually decided to follow Jesus. While studying bible with him, I can see how much eagerness in Him to seek for God and he very humble to alwiz ask question for the things that he does not understand and he don't take things for granted..he really go in deep and investigate and find out the truth from the bible, that is one great quality that I can see in him and I believe that he will hav a strong conviction of the lessons that we gone thru with him.. and definitely time prove this bcoz he shared how he stand for the bible and he speaks out his conviction to other. This really shows that he understand what he talk about and he stand by his conviction. I see God hav great plans for him, maybe in future he wil be a great leader in the Kingdom.. teaching others bout the bible with the knowledge and wisdom that he gain from the bible and also from the experience that he will hav once he become a disciple.. I just want to pray that this time he will continue stay faithful to God and continue to grow in his love for God.. grow deeper in his relationship with God and be the light to the people around him.. and surely this baptism means a lot to me cause I know God also had given me a lot of encouragement when I not doing so well spiritually and picking up myself, He put James in my life I can also be inspired by the zeal and love for God, I believe God love me and want me to juz go back to him and be so close with him and this can only happen if I decide that I want to change and have the desire and longing for this relationship.. what God want from me is not doing things for him but to have the heart for Him.. to do His will and not my own.. When I look back tis few week, I am so much happier and life is so much meaningful as I do His will and understand better what I going thru in my life, actually God gives me the freedom to choose in whatever thing I do, I hav the choice to follow Him or myself.. If I had choosen to just indulge myself in my own desire, I would be very selfish and don't even want to be involved in other people life.. God is amazing that he how he set up all this things in my life and I really grateful that I choosen to follow Him!

Dear Father in Heaven, I want praise your name.. you are the most high one and you are the God that understand each and everyone of us, you bless us with many things in our life, you bless us with a job, place to stay, family to love, friends and relative..thank you God for blessing me with a family of God, bro and sister that I can rely on, that I can walk togehter and go thru this life.. I want thank you God for giving us the bible , your words of wisdom, your command, your purpose, your love and forginess.. I want to remember the sacrifce that Jesus hav done for us so that we can have this relationship with you, to love you and to be loved by you.. I just wan to pray for myself that I can continue to fight in this spiritual war, to be faithfully and love and trust God as I go thru the storms in my life..I love you God and pray that Veronica and Harris brother will also decide to follow u and be baptised tommorrow.. also I want pray that God you give me the strength and wisdom as I go back on date again with Mei Peng, God I hope I can continue to change in my weakness and continue to learn to love her and may I be so humble and have the humility to admit the mistake that I will do, to be so urgent about sins and to continue to build a dating relationship that will bring glory to your name.. pray that we both will be spiritual and continue to love you God and each other in the future.. I pray that God you will bless this relationship to grow and be fruitful and that we can move on in our life.. God I also pray that I continue to hav a pure heart and be righteous and may all things we do bring delight in your eyes..God I love you and thank you listening to my desire in heart.. all these I pray in your son most precious name,. Jesus Christ. Amen.